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i consider myself a young lady who can appreciate and speak knowledgeably on the visual form of arts/pleasure...also known as, i love porn more than i should.
i dont consider it something dirty, that should be swept under the rug. when i was a wee one i was caught often stealing my fathers playboys and was made to feel like it was bad. that stern look of 'oh you got busted touching up on yourself' that i felt all too often..whatever, i was just a body aware, inqusitive child. i was told by my parents that i was 'tickling myself' and that i should not do it in public, its weird and rude- words to live by.
but looking at the playboys didnt make me feel bad.
in fact, they made me feel very good.
fast forward to today, where my sister and i both have a healthy love affair with the pornographic arts.
but i often find myself wondering things while enjoing a film, and i feel like im the only one.
does anyone else, while watching lesbian porn, try and see if the chicks are really into it? and if they actually know what they are doing? i just wanna know if they are really lesbians. not that it matters i suppose, b/c they clearly dont have an issue with the lesbots. but i always watch how they kiss, or if their touches are awkward or forced..perhaps thats just me.
i also think 'did this really happen?' i know the answer is generally, 'fuck no ashley- what 18 year old group of girls has a sleepover where they all end up naked, and just happen to all have coordinating dildos and 13 gallons of KY?'
but the answer im longing to hear is, 'yes it did. and the type of 18 year olds you are talking about live right down the street and they want you to come and play'
DARE TO DREAM!
i dont consider it something dirty, that should be swept under the rug. when i was a wee one i was caught often stealing my fathers playboys and was made to feel like it was bad. that stern look of 'oh you got busted touching up on yourself' that i felt all too often..whatever, i was just a body aware, inqusitive child. i was told by my parents that i was 'tickling myself' and that i should not do it in public, its weird and rude- words to live by.
but looking at the playboys didnt make me feel bad.
in fact, they made me feel very good.
fast forward to today, where my sister and i both have a healthy love affair with the pornographic arts.
but i often find myself wondering things while enjoing a film, and i feel like im the only one.
does anyone else, while watching lesbian porn, try and see if the chicks are really into it? and if they actually know what they are doing? i just wanna know if they are really lesbians. not that it matters i suppose, b/c they clearly dont have an issue with the lesbots. but i always watch how they kiss, or if their touches are awkward or forced..perhaps thats just me.
i also think 'did this really happen?' i know the answer is generally, 'fuck no ashley- what 18 year old group of girls has a sleepover where they all end up naked, and just happen to all have coordinating dildos and 13 gallons of KY?'
but the answer im longing to hear is, 'yes it did. and the type of 18 year olds you are talking about live right down the street and they want you to come and play'
DARE TO DREAM!
what really weirds me out though is that it is mostly geared towards men. like the "oh baby fuck me harder" awful squealing noises that come out of there mouths are so unnatural and weird. i just want to watch what real lesbians do, not some manufactured by men lesbos.
ReplyDeletemy thought is that i love it.
ReplyDeleteIve never seen it but, the Crash Pad series. real lesbians apparently.
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